Official results

As expected, my beta was negative last Wednesday. I got the call when I was at work. The nurse left a message that she had results. I left work early and called her back. I knew I was going to probably cry so I didn't want to do that at work. I only left an hour early so it wasn't too noticeable. Anyway, I didn't cry really when I got the official word. But it was still sad to hear that the cycle was officially over and to hear that "doctor wants you to stop all meds tonight". My voice did get a bit shaky but I didn't break down. I got home and reported the news to hubby. He was upset but not overly so. I went and got our son from daycare early and that brightened our moods a great deal. 

My hubby surprised me though. When I mentioned that I wanted to go over the cycle with the doctor, he said he wanted to try again right away. However, our insurance operates on a yearly max for meds and procedures which we have already hit. So we have to wait for next year. He didn't realize that and was bummed about that. Also it makes me uncomfortable starting again when he doesn't have a job. But really, that doesn't matter so much because we put all the stuff on an interest free credit card that we have until May 2017 to pay off. If he still doesn't have a job by that time, something is greatly wrong. So I donno. We might go again sooner than I thought. 

I set up a follow up (WTF meeting) with our RE on November 24th. It seems so far away (nearly a month since our official BFN) but that's the earliest phone consult that he had open. I want to also call CCRM or SIRM or maybe some other places who rank high with women who have DOR (aka crappy eggs) for a 2nd opinion. There's a place in Texas that is interesting. Some in California. So maybe we will do that while we are waiting for the appointment with our clinic. But really, we will see what our current RE has to say. If he is pessimistic or doesn't have anything new to try, we might switch. However if he has an idea as to what happened and thinks we have a good chance again, maybe we'll stay there. We'll have to see.